Defiance is my greatest motivation.
You’re ruining me. You make me question not only how I feel about you but also how I feel about myself. I’m beginning to revert back to the insecure little girl that I’ve spent my live trying to destroy. You must stop! Stop coming to my rescue right when I’m about to give up hope. Or stop seeing me as just friend and start realizing that I could be so much more. You have single-handedly annihilated my confidence. But still you are still the most signifficant aspect of my life, and that terrifies me more than anything.
Hopefully this time away from you will allow me to reassemble myself.
But I doubt it…
I had a dream last night that contained both the guy who broke my heart and the one who is currently turning my world upside-down.
My mind has been officially fucked!!
This is a grave from the Victorian age when a fear of zombies and vampires was prevalent. The cage was intended to trap the undead just in case the corpse reanimated.
(Source: thenotebooktoremember, via r0sebud-)